What to do?

Just knew that my result drop to 1.5.. ... next semester onward no more ptptn loan.. haiz.. this time really need to earn depend myself... why my result will drop so obviously ? actually no buddy to be blamed.. just no motivation enough.. haiz..

So what can i do now? might can graduated on time gua.. just money problem... wahaha.. will I being defeated this time ? dun know , my life is full of challenge.. my life is really hard.. why I cant enjoy easiness? Nevermind.. start now, really cannot waste a single minutes..

Stressful , painful , all negative feeling fulfil my heart, but.. as my idiom, attitude will change u .. remember.. must have good attitude, process is not important , the result everything... now i still in the process.....

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