Dont think i am foolish..

this semester i result drop like hell.. now i already understand the feeling of people whose result are not so good... actually it just like feeling of temporary only.. just like you taking an injection., ouch it is pain from skin to heart.. but after that you will be fine again...

this semester my concentration and memorizing ability gone away.. cant concentrate in class .. like day dreaming...haiz... no wonder cant do many things...

this semester i am over kind.. i help people, treat people, but dont think i am foolish .. so bad.. when you are kind.. people like to take opportunity on you.. but once is once. i wont be foolished..now i find that realistic people is sometime good...

A kind people always bullied.. so be smart.. i wrote here because i think not many people will read my blog... haha. now i still owe few people something.. that is some of my secondary friend...without them i cant enjoy many fun during my last year in HIn HUA.. i will repay them in term of other .. not monetary.. as it is more precious..

Inside my life until now.. there are two girl. except my mum la.. haha.. they make me so suffer and down but it is over.lesson is to make me grow.. i wont angry but motivated. first is tsw. . that happen during my secondary school... i feel nervous when talk and look at this gal.. i assume it is love , so i am too passive and too rush.. now she totally dislike me.. even not contact with me..but i realize now i am not loving her..just like her .. i think.. because i nervous but i wont care her..

until 2007.. tlp.. a girl who make me really care and sacrifice my one year in binary.. haha... (if not i will graduated in next 2 month..) again. i am too high profile.. make her total alienated me now.. haha. but ok la.. at least stil can contact... 2 cases. almost the same type.. but why response is different.. the answer is the family background..

here i just express my feeling ..not hurting or criticizing anyone or anyside..

guys from upper level of family usually are proud of them selves, if they find that the background with their friend exist a big gap.. then they wont mix with them..

guys from lower level of family are easier to communicate..they wont so " lan si " or not friendly..because they now relation is quite important. ..

of course there are counter example among my assumpti0m.. some of my friends are also rich.. but they are friendly also.. but most of the people i meet la..haha.. nextime ba.. take time to complain.. haha ..