unhappy...

Now i become more approaching graduation ,feel like being dumped into a big deep hole. cant tolerate with my passive emotion and let them mastered my mind just with no fight back. Jesus born in Mafia will become gangster when he grown up.. that is how environment influence a person.. only one thing is struggle me now .. that is $$ .. maybe some argument like i am eventually a miser or greedy man.. but i know it very well.. i'm not! i just a guy who eager for better life without worrying about financial problem.

i cant say that i am not a positive person .. just merely behave positive, that why i still being able to study and work... so i am happy and grateful actually.. wahaha... just to release unhappy feeling to let my self-recover system operate again....@_@