华文！

谈起它，我可是有大约整年没用到了。母语是我视为最重要的语言，没了它就是失去了自我。。没了自己的根。现在的我不断学英语，并非我不再需要母语了，而是我需要英语来完成我的人生大计。最终的我仍然有把母语发扬光大的理念！！ 就如我暂时放弃爱情，并非我不需要它, 其中的概念就和母语一模一样。
笔法有些生疏了，对于字眼的应用也有些陌生。不过，陌生使我更有好奇心与征服心，它将推动我去达标。等待也许是痛苦； 我却更加得踌躇； 陈年往事难清除； 丽人小妞心中住； 萍踪寄语在哪处？

算了吧！ 有机会才继续发挥更好的华文作品吧！！

I wish i am wrong.. i hope it is not true..

Recently i met back a few of my classmates who is still study locally( maybe temporary gua).. however, the passionate between us is all gone. i try to speak to them but seem they try to avoid me.. maybe i am too sensitive.. or i might create u all misunderstanding.. y the feeling at the past is all vanished? or just becos i am not able to finish my study in prestigious university? or wat else?? i wont borrow a cent from you all. dun avoid me because i am poor.. seriuosly.. i want to become better than u all wit my own skill... without any financial from family... this is aspiration ... this is dream .. maybe it will come true or maybe it wont.. who know? so........... diao me a little bit la nextime u all see me...
Remember le.. i am yong long forever... i wont cheat u all ...

A WEEK LEFT!

Next week , my new semester in UTAR is going to start. My actuarial career might be in halt if i cant overcome my financial critical.. My ptptn loan being postpone again.. my parents contribute all their income in our daily expenses and my brother studies.. i am 20 this year.. i dont want to be the burden of my parents anymore.. but earn 3k before 7th of June is really a big problem for me who just a partimer.. my working salary considered high but still not enough as the time provided to prepare the cash is too short..

Different from my friends who have strong financial support from parents, can i make it? how to earn 3k in 14days? emm.. this really make me in trouble.. who wish to borrow, why all scholarships are priority to fresh graduated students..

Where is my lucky star? huh, nvm, fight for it. i can make it.... my friends lets us fight together..i will prove it... TTTTTTTTT (Tyrone Travel Through Thick Timber To Transfrom To Tycoon)

A valid, real, true and cruel reason..

Today is the marathon in Hin Hua high school... tat is my secondary school.. i learn many thing from there!!i just want to participate in the competition with no expectation.. as i think before..

i cant use all my strength in the competition as something more important is waiting for me..tat is my career.. i need to work after the competition.. as a promoter , i need to stand for almost 8 hours per day to get my wages..how can i exhaust in the marathon.. this may seem something to console myself seem i just get second in the competition but it is true... for me.. i can run better faster.. but i cant... becos too many issue to consider about..i cant work if i am too tired.. then no money .. then no expenditure..no future.....
this is me.. this is my life.. like wat happen in my study.. i want to get better degree.. but.. samething happen.. too many issue to consider.. i got feel to another gal.. some might noe who is she.. but still remaining the same.. too many thing to consider... y this phenomenon always happen to me...??

is that a good thing? or d opposite side?
i noe..... tat is 9ts..

again and again!!

This is our government.. and this is Malaysia..Malaysia boleh.. Malaysian can do anything......

I have been started to apply for ptptpn loan since april in 2007..

i have make 2 cancellation of ptptn because of the internal technical which is not my fault..

and i have summit the application form as many as 4 times and one time online application....

today i go to repeat the same thing again..

this time is they say they did not receive my letter of cancellation so cannot create new account for me.......

i apply the new loan as i am currently in UTAR ......

when will this critical over??? dunno.. but i will wait it patiently.. dun worry .. everything will be gone....soon...maybe...

story of Ts

Teen- there is around the world!
tyro -most of them are teen!
Tyrone- is one of the tyro!!
Think -what tyrone do always!
Team -think to form it!
Triumph- the result after teamwork!
Top -the consequence of triumph!
Tea ais -actually it is top !!

Look! carefully!!

Timing-good timing will lead to better results..
Action-an effort will only harvest if we do take real action..
News-it is your resources to keep you updated

Lead -a guider takes all the benefit first..
Aim - focus properly to avoid mistake
Evolvement -become bigger and achieve higher aspirations

Peace-keep calm in your heart anytime
Energy -to make you continue your daily routine
Noob -sometimes enable you to learn more
God- i will become it if i have her heart!!

older and and later

In the past, i would like to study rather than taking nonsense..now i choose to chat...
In the past, i feel the world is fair and flat.. what u have done will bring u d same consequence..
now, wat u have done is nothing , is the matter of how u do it...
In the past,i think tat friends may sometimes fake.... now i think we all are truthfull guys and gal if u can master urself...
In the past, sw do touch my heart.. now dun noe where come a lp interupt my life....
In the past, money is everything ....now master is everthing... n i still like "m" there are 4 m in my life master marry money member..
In the just happened past, you have read my blog.... now is the time to give feedback.. wow