not worth ?

Is the time to fill tis dot with some words....erm let me think wat i had done this few month.....

haiz... too many .. waste too many money.. waste to many time.. many effort jus for 4 alphabet-love

worth ... yes.. unless i gt no regret in my life... and i will cont to do it...u noe sacrifice ur money bt can bring happiness to family.. to the one u love.. is really happy.. u wont feel any lost..

last time i am $$ minded ppl.. the more u chase the money .. the faster it will leave u..haiz..even though now i still not expert in earning .. but i will still strive for it so hard.. even though i noe it is not really important..bt nvm la..

jus like her ignore me now.... dun feel down.. a ppl cant accept u does not means i fail...( even though maybe i really fail now) cos love is life long ...wont easily with one failure.... hehe..gambateh ..

for future and whole life...

Ok , i make decision!!

Today is the last 3 days before i end my roadshow,i feel so blur today, not becos i unhapy not becos i am lazy. i feel so energetic at the morning, jus becos of one reply... dun wan... suan leh .. i become so confuse so upset so so so... suan leh ..

Finally as a consequence, i giv wrong information to the customer, the fulltimer purposely call me ask wat i did... so guilty.. dunno how to thanks him.. yet hope the manager wont complain me .. haiz...

Now no choice , i choose to delay my SOA and do my 35days roadshow. first is for money purpose, secondly is for my future purpose.. no matter is future or money purpose .... is all about my happiness... my happiness is easy only for one purpose .. is live together happily wit my beloved and worry nothing about financial...wow ...such a crazy idea. ..think too much...

so i try to realize it now , do the crucial thing and neglect the sub point .. now i need to earn enough money to stable my financial status..secondly i need to pursuit another chance to further strength my degree. SOA is really a hard way to go.. not becos i dun have the interest.is becos i want to shorten the time... so i need to speed up the process... i can wait...but can she wait for me???haha... think too much really ... think think think..

SOA?

i might giv up SOA, so blur my thinking tis few days.. i love math so much ..but y i din study UTAR at first, as i was going to Binary at first.. is tat means tat i think i can earn more wit entrepreneur degree.. ya i really think tat...bt y last i choose back actuarial science???

it tat means i really love math? so i sacrifice binary for actuarial? i think yes at first ... bt after think and think the ans is no.. math is my strength... i jus like to apply it.. i din love it very much.. jus think tat actuarial science is one of the way to earn many money at the safe way.. bt is tat means i love money so much?

then i think and think.. if i love money y i am not taking financial? it might earn better than those who take actuarial and it is easier... then y i so stupid change from binary to utar ? haiz .. think back oso crazy... now think myself really crazy.. my decision to change from binary to utar is made in 3 days only... tat day after first time sing k in green box.... cant imagin can sing k with her.. so everything change......

i fight so hard for SOA, is jus to earn more money? no , i want to provide a better lifestyle...so i need money..tat is wat i think only..so for my dream n my love... so i might give up SOA and change to other field which is earn more ..... if i can find one... searching ... hope i can get it... sorry la SOA.. temporary i will still fight for it....

the more the deeper

deep in the heart
deep in the soul
deep in the body

My dream is deep
My love is deep
My career is deep

What is deep?
jus use our heart to seek ...

The beauty of Math

1) age calculation :
remember u c tis at d net before?

Age Calculation Tricks:
Step1: Multiply the first number of the age by 5. (If <10,>100, ex: 102, then take 10 as the first digit, 2 as the second one.)
Step2: Add 3 to the result.
Step3: Double the answer.
Step4: Add the second digit of the number with the result.Step5: Subtract 6 from it.
Answer: That is your age.

actuallly this is the concept of separate de 2 digit.. xy it separate 10x to 2( 5x+3)-6+y

2)any number
Step1: Think of any number.
Step2: Multiply the number you have thought with 3.
Step3: Add 45 with the result.
Step4: Double the result.
Step5: Divide the answer by 6.
Step6: Take away the number you have thought from the answer, that is, subtract the answer from the number you have thought.
answer:15

actually tis is concept of deduction (2(3x+45)/6)-x

3)
Sequential Inputs of 6
6 x 7 = 42
66 x 67 = 4422
666 x 667 = 444222
6666 x 6667 = 44442222
66666 x 66667 = 4444422222
666666 x 666667 = 444444222222
6666666 x 6666667 = 44444442222222
66666666 x 66666667 = 4444444422222222
666666666 x 666666667 = 444444444222222222

4) square the number
Ex: 47
Step1: Look for the nearest 10 boundary.3 from 47 to 50
Step2: Since we went up 3 to 50, now go down 3 from 47 to 44.
Step3: Now mentally multiply 44 x 50 = 2200 - 1st answer.
Step4: 47 is 3 away from the 10 boundary 50, Square 3 as 9 - 2nd answer.
Step5: Add the first and second answer, 2200 + 9

this is concept of sqr(a)=((x-a)+a)((x+a)-a)=(x-a)(x+a) +sqr(a)

5)guess again
q1) u noe sqr root? hehe (sqrroot(-1))^ 2009
q2) wat is d shape of 1-sin@?
q3) Wat is the largest number in trigonometry ? d answer is =infinity,bt wat is the possible symbol which will get infinity in trigometry ?
q4) i want to put the first of logarithm , d of area and limit (n->infinity) (1 + 1/n)n together
q5) last is combine 1110000 1100101 1101110 1100111 according to ascii system

then combine ans of q1 q2 q3 q4 q5 .. haha

Time to list down who ever help me!

When i was in my secondary school in Hin Hua high School, i remember tat i was a passive and inactive boy. That is not because i am really passive, my financial status make my personality change. Now i am no more yong long in Hin Hua , Today i wil list down every of my friend who help me .. hope i am nt miss out one...


Ong shi chang- those who help me most - provide partial of fund for my graduation vacation
- fetch me for many times( until i forget how many)
Xiao yi yun- provide partial of fund for my graduation vacation
Low su leng- provide partial of fund for my graduation vacation
Tan ee kai - fetch me here ,there ,back home for 7 times
Ang lien chong- fetch me for 4 times
Ng jia ji - fetch me for 2 times
Sia boon hong- fetch me for 1 time
low chin ling - fetch me for 6 times
Kuan ai seon- teach me new things

Lee yi jun - no need to say.. u noe about it.

so for everyone who help me , i could remember them and i hope i dun miss anyone, one day who need any aids could look for me.i will try my best to help u all . i am not totally financial indepent now , bt at least is almost indepent... so anyone need help could look for me ... haha