how come i feel normal?

at 26 th of June, i had give her a present.. a normal self-made circuit with words" u = my love", tat is considered a special day in my life.. tat is the first time i give a gift to a girl. first in my life...tat is the first time i take the action....
however, after i give it to her.. i am no more sure whether she will continue to fren wit me or nt.. normaly tis will lead to two result.. first is together, second is break... however i want the third result even not together oso nt break la ...
until now i still dunno what she think... many people have tell me wat kind of person is she... especially from those guys advise.. how they think about her ...tat is all negative reason with ease my wish to befriend wit her.. " they said, she is good friend but not partners" .. i disagree jus for no reason..
now i am not sure., maybe she is a friend... really jus a friend ..want give up or continue...emm let my feeling to decide...n c wat is her response...

On the way

now i am on the way to stable my study.. i am going to become yong long choo in secondary ...
now i am on the way to pursuit my career.. i am accumulating my experience in different field..
now i am on the way to seek for my love.. i am going to take action within a week.....
now i am on the way to make my self stronger .. i try to widen my perpective from all the ways...

but y u always block me on the way?? i will make u my slave one day.. money..

UNBELIEVEABLE !

I AM ANGRY !! I AM SAD! I AM FRUSTRATED!! EVERYONE SEEM COULD LEAD THEIR LIFE SO EASY .. Y IT IS NOT ME?

THE MORE U EXPECTED !! THE MORE U UNEXPECTED!! THE MORE U COMPLAIN!! THE MORE U DIDNT!! THE MORE U READ!! THE MORE U NO READ!!

EASY RIGHT ? IT IS NOT EASY !!

Mathematic must make money ma?

I found that i love math very much recently...however i dont know that i can really make money with mathematic as it seen not contribute a lot of cash generation..
here some funny story:

Q: How does one insult a mathematician?
A: You say: "Your brain is smaller than any

ε > 0"

An engineer thinks that his equations are an approximation to reality.
A physicist thinks reality is an approximation to his equations.
A mathematician doesn't care.

wat u say to ur honey through math..

1. Honey, you're sweeter than 3.14
2. I'm not trying to be obtuse, but you're acute girl.
3. You and I would add up better than a Riemann sum.
4. I'll love you from here to infinity
5. You fascinate me more then the Fundamental Theorem of Calculus.
6. Are you a differential function? Because I'd like to be tangent to your curves!
7. I am equivalent to the Empty Set when you aren't with me.

want know who is my honey ? solve x, y and z...

1) x={sin[tan-1(sin@/cos@)]/cos[tan-1(sin@/cos@)]} /@

(@ considered as variable too)

2) y=((l+a)^2)e - (l+a)(l-a)e- 2e(a^2)

3) z= {(p-1)(e-1)+(p+e)][(n+1)(g-1)+(n-g)]+[1+ep-gn]

so she is x y z

guess it?? haha ,, it is quite easy!!

Satisfactory in Calculus class !!

After i start my new semester in UTAR, i am no more like the last semester....i want to fight to for the examination... Whatever i do i to become choo yong long in secondary school..wahaha but now i prefer yong long choo ( dragan ball) the heart of dragon ...

i solve a question which all my coursemates in my tutorial think that it is hard to solve.. further more i also find a few ways to solve the integration problem with my own ways.. it is not in the text book .. but it is accpetable and faster .... wow so happy today,.. i hope this stituation will last for a longer period.. hope so.... may be now my friend will think y i suddenly become a solo man now... but i want to emphasize tat i am not tat kind of person.. it is because i got no time to use unless i get my ptptn ..

and now i wish to start my action to tackle....wahaha..slow and steady..start all my planning in time..start 3 2 1 0 loading..........................

what is love?

In the past , i am very sure about it.. love is when you think for the person from the all time and do whatever for her...(That is first sight love)

now , i am no more sure about it.... is care for one ppl is love or think for one ppl? since i study in UTAR i am no more think about it...but now i need to revise it as suddenly i feel lose in myself..i can sure about my real feeling...

one is i really care for her... i dun want her to get hurt and always be happy... one is i always think for her.. just wish to see her....which is love actually or i like them both? however i cant do anything with them now because it will conflict with my main principle: never tackle a girl when before you have financial ability...

i care and think both of u .. but now i noe u are actually the same person.. financial ability will be my problem now.... i hope i will handle it asap..maybe this month or maybe next month ...who knows? then i will take action beyond my principle..wahaha such an idiot who think too many ... but idiot who think more is better than lunatic than cant think..