SELF CHECKING!!

THINKING- 90% of the time keep thinking.. duno wat.
RATIONALITY- 80% already controled by emotional feeling
CALM- temper became bad and not stable recently 60%
DETERMINATION- 100% the desire to climb to the top of life become stronger
LOYALTHY- 50% loyal to anything? is that worth?
MORAL- 50% what is real moral? the winner ?
CONSISTENCY- 100% people say cant .. it doesnt means anything...
LOVE- 100% still same same.. wont change ...but just become low profile
LOGICAL- 50% lost objective way of analisys during this period. trying to remedy

step / solution

1) Determine new target.. not only for future .. but also for self-satisfaction
2) not to stuborn... let my feeling to decide sometime.. even it may not sound good .. but at least mke me feel better
3) keep compete and compare... that is one of the best way to make yourself stronger..
4) aim for the effect....not affect.. if you have good outcome.. people wont care about the process..

5) just let it be natural. not put 100% hope.. life is full of changement...

UTAR!!

What is my future now? Suddenly lose so many ... i now my dream.. car house gf is for the future... but ..America dream.. i never forget.. how can i go there....just base on SOA? How hard will it be? Duno oso.... i should plan carefully now.. if not i sure regret...20 of July 2012... self target.. A dream. but what action should i take? it is really hard to figure it out..

anyone who know the path to go America.. for whatever(not for vacation) at least find a job or what what . oso can la.. tqtqtq

SORRY lae peng!!!!

i dont know who will read this article .. but here i just want to say sorry to someone... here is what going on at this morning....

This morning i have done one of the worst thing in my current life... i frightened a girl that i like.. today ... i went to go UTAR at the morning. so happy because i am going to start my new life...

think i will meet her at the bus terminal.. unfortunately fail.. so i just take the bus..headed to pj UTAR. Maybe the god bless me or what, i met her at the bustop and she alone ( not together with her friend today). So naturally i go and approach her .. try to talk to something to her. hate myself liao la.. suddenly feel so nervous and cant even spoke out a words... same fault again for this few month..

Just because my class is start only at the afternoon, so i decided to follow her to PC block. Aiyo, a guy follow a girl , without saying anything, sure the girl will afraid.. haiz.. why i will do such idiotic thing.. feel very guilty now.. haiz... luckily she told me directly that i look terible.. sorry la... nextime i wont do like that again.. crazy. .why can suddenly cant talk d.. yesterday ming ming nothing d la.. haiz.. maybe just i and her today only.. become a dumb pula..haha

sorry again la.. i promise that wont be a second time..

Destination!!

hei , dude where do you want to go?
yes man, i just want to go some place.

oh, what place you are going now?
erm, i am not so sure also ..

ah? can you explain it further?
it is a place i dream for a long time..

then?
it is full of wonderful and happiness

after that ?
no worry no stress, just with the people i love

aiks, where got such place?
got , i show you how to go there.

that will be a good thing . listening..how ?
first, be equiped yourself with love and action..
second, try to defeat all your enemy...
finally , waiting patient and you will get what you dream..

Am i going to a war?
nope

sound like tackle a girl?
no also..

then what am i doing?
just act according to your feel

wah , still very blur .. explain further?
erm just defeat all your target...

example.. not understand...?
Rayson..Eric...tyj...

sound like car name?
yes.. that is....

how leh?
just use your brain...

okok when can i complete?
when you think everything is ok .. then act and you wil success

who are you ?
i am you ...

who am i ..?
you are me..

why i shoud act but not you?
because you are yong long.. i am just spirit yong....wahaha

blur?
me either..

NEW YEAR!!!

2009... new year... but my aspiration is the same.... i want to strive for my future... at the same time i mus learn how to enjoy now.. i already lose one year in binary... i should not waste my time on useless thing anymore... i am regret.. . quite regret...rgret of wat i had done in 2008... but wat can i do..useless....

this year...i bought a new digital camera...hope i can caught all the sweet memory inside it...now i mus learn how to be fierce...how to be strict...how to be no mercy to girl.... if not it is hard to be a leader...

secondly , i mus focus in my SOA exam.. i cant lost my degree lose my future.... unless i gt something unexpected..so climb up to the top step by step.. foot by foot.. the destination is still far away.. my stamina should be reproduce faster and faster...

thirdly, i mus try to forget love... with too many love sometime we cant do wat we like and forced to change my plan.... i lost one year. i can lose anymore.. cos i noe even finally i wont get anything if i jus keep waiting..i mus act to achieve not wait to get....


wish all my dream come true step by step Cxx Hxxxxx Axxxxx Txx xxx xxxx