Sunday, October 26, 2008

BAD HABBITS!!



Today i still work in Klang Parade.. i feel so boring .. so lonely... suddenly at the afternoon she appear and say bring her brother to buy handphone... even i am not sure she purposely come here or what.. but i feel extremely happy to see her here..




First she passed by me and a guy follow her at the back(cos i dunno who is the guy).. my heart suddenly feel so sad. it jus happen like tat without any control.. tat time i was serving a customer.. really want cry out almost.. luckily the customer din ask me wat happen to me..haha.. yo u cant continue like tis ..man .. i say to myself...




But when i noe tat he is her brother, i feel so glad and so happy,.. i dun care whether she is jus take her brother to buy phone or not, but she come to visit me.. tat is enough .. and i feel so happy and energetic.. later on i close 4 sales continously... haha..




Man , Wat happen to you...


Gal, wat u do to me...


hello, can u be conscious....


ya, i should not think...


right, do watever u need....


final, time will decide..




watever, jus happy today..


Thursday, October 23, 2008

Happy Sad Angry jus for you !! worth or not worth?

Happy becos u come and fnd me .. becos you reply me ...
Sad becos i cant accompany you .. jus c you with other ..
Angry why i so nood and no humuor at all... y i cant give u funny ..
Worth becos u do reply ..
Not worth becos wat i do is too few ...


very short line... all my feeling is inside...
wat can i do if not waitng?
so just waiting !!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

First Day in Hartamas!!

6 am Today i woke up
6.30am Going to Klang terminal
8.15am Reached kl central
9.30 am U83 only arrived and i going to Sri Hartamas
10.30am start working w0rking time ( sms thinking ...sms ... thinking ....)
1.00pm Lunch (makan nasi kandar)
2.00pm continue work
6.00pm break again hurray
7.00pm sms thinking haha
9.20 pm balik lo taking taxi
9.45 pm only get taxi cos me Rm10
10.00pm reach bank negera kena cheated i want go pasar seni
10.30pm walking from bank negera to pasar seni
11.15 pm reached klang
11.30 pm yeah rest my nest finally as wat tan told...hehe
hurray so happy one day look so simply .. but in the middle .... so boring so angry so tired so unsatisfy.. but i feel nothing if compare to the time i angry tat time.. tat time ( who my fren u should noe ) first time i angry ... . haha..tomorrow last day in Hartamas hurray !

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Samsung promoter!!

Currently i am not working in Demo Power anymore because i found a new job, promoter for samsung product.. even though i dunno whether it is worth or not, but i noe i can learn new experience.. during this 3 months of semester break.. between money and experience.. i choose to sacrifice my industry training which i thought might be useless and some more i got no enough money to expense during this few months...

It is true that we need to use our hard earn money to do something valuable... my momentum today is not only one .. i dun only think for my future , i think for our future.. so i must work twice harder and be more powerful in this few years...

Sometimes love make us blind but it do bring us impact also .. sometime money create our momentum to fight but it do ease our action also.. so i am a greedy man.. honey, wealthy, healthy,happy all i also want ....

Thursday, October 9, 2008

all in a sudden!!

Suddenly i feel lonely because i cant meet her now..
Suddenly i feel upset because result is nt so good...even gt improvement..

Suddenly i feel down because i dont know how many i can earn and how my future will become..

Suddenly i feel sad because i cant see my best friend anymore because he in Russia now..

Suddenly i feel worry because i dont know my dream to America will be realize or not.

Suddenly i feel anxious because i dont know my current career will help me or not?


Suddenly i feel i want to change ..but how ? change change change.. ok i change for u .. i will ...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

My best fren is leaving Malaysia


Today, my best friend.. Yi Jun is leaving Malaysia.. He is going to Russia to continue his study.. suddenly feel so lonely.. dunno when will meet him again.. now become less people for me to tell my story.. hope he can achieve good career after come back from Russia.. everyone is going oversea.. i wish i can too..


Yi Jun here i wish you all the best and take care!!! i will post the certificate to you very soon .. after you tell me your adress :)

Sunday, October 5, 2008

finish finally samsung promotion!

During this 13days of samsung promotion, i feel so happy , angry , sad , and all mixed feeling .. i lost 3 kg in this 13days..i lost one friend in this 13 days.. but i get one aspiration, i will never give up to wat i wnat... i am 100% loyal i can gurantee.. cos really nothing can affect my decision..

AT first few days.. i feel happy because so happy to work with lp and wk... but after 2 days.. i feel so sad.. becos kena rejected ... haiz... but nvm ...we stil friend..so i must let every thing be nature.. i take about 5 days to modify my feeling.. cos my love is not selfish..i think for her .. i suffer is ok.. but not her .. she want friend .. then jus friend.. but doesnt mean i give up..

later on, i feel angry.. cos i sense my friend .. is not a good man.. he is so lazy..ask him to work he keep talking .. to other is ok. he talk to her always.. me alone need work.. makan he and she go i alone work.. is ok for she to go at golden time.. but at least he not follow go ma... somemore his action is too weird.. not respect gal at all .. always want to makan taufu.. suck man .. .. i noe u ..well now.. not care that she is the one i like..

but soon i say to myself.. my love is noble... u should let time to decide.. so i dunno how long my promise can last.. but at least now.. i got a very strong desire to say....i will wait for you and change for you until the day you married...so now i will try all my best to change.. to built own tycoon emperor.. to be everything u demanded..

so as a consequence , i lose weight of worry too much, i lost fren becos he betray me and all is his fault.. and i got one aspiration to prove tat i am a loyal man.. one and the only one ... waiting for her..and can do everything to get my target..