Have i ever cry before? ya ..of cause i do ,especially when i was a kid. Let me recall, since i was 15 i never cry until now!! it is true, i believe that the world is cruel and realistic. Only the strongest will survive, if u cry , u will be defeated....
BUT really, i cry jus now! Why a girl can make me cry? She ignore me, she feel uneasy with me.. but i do nothing harm! love is nothing wrong.. the only thing i am wrong is i should not love her.. but That is impossible for me now... for those who know me.. i got be secretly in love with a girl.. but that is already a history and i never think that it is true...
But now, really lae peng.... she create me a headache, i dunno what to say about her , i cant imagine i lose her, the feeling is too strong and my love is so deep until i forget myself.. i dare to do many thing i never and not encouraged to do before.. i know measure ur size before u buy a shirt, i know my background, my financial is not good... we might be suffer if i cant find a new career.. but i dun care about it... i jus love her..
now the more i shown my care to her , the larger counterback i met... jus three day after i explain my feeling to her ... i cant sleep welll and always have a nightmare.. think that after this roadshow and she might 100% escape from me, my tears come out itself from my eyes.. cant type anymore...crying...
i noe be man...but ....
3 comments:
Sometime is just a matter of being in the border of something you lack of. Nothing broke your heart but a girl huh? Perhaps find some time and confess your last story to me about how she make you so sad.
The weeds doesn't always flow the way it prefer, it is the fate of the weed flowing along with the stream and there is always a final destination upon.
You are just flowing well.
hm... dun be so sad la..
crying is not a crime ~~
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