Again my ptptn application is being rejected. however, this time the officer admit that it is their fault and agreed to reprosess my application. That is not i want actually, i just wish that i could take the loan and my partime income is not as stable as i thought. So i really need the loan in case something undesirable happen.
Actually PTPTN could be considered as my crucial key to continue all my plan. First is my plan to start own career(maybe a small business) secondly is the way to find my beloved. No girl will like a beggar. if u really wish to have a girl friend, make sure at least u can earn...thirdly is backup for my future..
The journey to be a actuary is not as easy as i thought , it is something hard and not everyone can make it. I have the confidence, but not the ability. Instead i really fail in the middle, ptptn will assist me in other ways.. but my dream will never vanish!!20th of july 2012!! not signifacant but meaningful and agreement!
Here is wat i do this few days,, morning wait at terminal and wish to accompany her to utar..later study with wish but not spirit.. coming back with tired body and take a nap if there is posssible.. night tuition again..just like partime to cover my daily expenses. STUDY,MONEY,LOVE. all i want.. but can i do it? nobody know..
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