Saturday, May 17, 2008

A valid, real, true and cruel reason..

Today is the marathon in Hin Hua high school... tat is my secondary school.. i learn many thing from there!!i just want to participate in the competition with no expectation.. as i think before..

i cant use all my strength in the competition as something more important is waiting for me..tat is my career.. i need to work after the competition.. as a promoter , i need to stand for almost 8 hours per day to get my wages..how can i exhaust in the marathon.. this may seem something to console myself seem i just get second in the competition but it is true... for me.. i can run better faster.. but i cant... becos too many issue to consider about..i cant work if i am too tired.. then no money .. then no expenditure..no future.....
this is me.. this is my life.. like wat happen in my study.. i want to get better degree.. but.. samething happen.. too many issue to consider.. i got feel to another gal.. some might noe who is she.. but still remaining the same.. too many thing to consider... y this phenomenon always happen to me...??

is that a good thing? or d opposite side?
i noe..... tat is 9ts..



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